Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Today's HRM was more useful than yesterday's. At least it prompted me to explore myself. Not that I haven't done it before. Peel off the layers and peer within. Sometimes I find that I don't know wats important and wats not to me. I try to rationalise things, rank them, and enforce them into my subconsciousness, but in the end some things remain as they are.. unchanged despite my hardest efforts. I question myself all the time. I don't even know why I'm doing certain things. More accurately, I'm questioning my own reasons for doing some things.. Wat seemed to be the right thing to do at that time doesn't justify itself anymore when I think about it. I'm resigned to most things le.. some things are so elusive.. you think you have it, then it slips away quietly.