Serenity
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
And I'll be happy.
Dunno if it's playing in the background. From Mi Lu Bing's album. Cost me $17.50!! I haven't bought a CD in a long long time cos i always dl n if i buy i'll buy parallel import, but MLB is local band so... NO parallel import. Yesh..too bad.. but i'm willing to fork out the money cos they're really good.
Thanks ppl for your bday wishes. They're appreciated.
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
A new equilibrium
At some point in time, you just snap out of it. I guess I have. In addition to being so numb to everything, anything, and anybody. My reaction to everything is now "hmm. ok lo." I dun like the present me. But i dun care anymore.
At some point in time, you just snap out of it. I guess I have. In addition to being so numb to everything, anything, and anybody. My reaction to everything is now "hmm. ok lo." I dun like the present me. But i dun care anymore.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Move on, alvin
Hard. So hard.
I'm sentimental by nature. And can't help being so emo at times. Been shoving everything inside.. n i think the dam is gonna break real soon. I dunno how much more i can hold back..
Used to think i can function like a robot. My life has all along been a matter of what i ought to do, over what i want to do. Even when i dun like it.. i just psycho myself. Proved myself wrong this time. Not a robot. Things would be so easy if i were one.
It's useless. I'm flooded by all the thoughts every time i have time to pause.. which is often enough. I'm beginning to dread the 2 week break after paeds. Just me n my thoughts - bad combination.. the emptiness is searing.
Starting paediatrics on mon. I know time will zoom past. I hope it does.
Hard. So hard.
I'm sentimental by nature. And can't help being so emo at times. Been shoving everything inside.. n i think the dam is gonna break real soon. I dunno how much more i can hold back..
Used to think i can function like a robot. My life has all along been a matter of what i ought to do, over what i want to do. Even when i dun like it.. i just psycho myself. Proved myself wrong this time. Not a robot. Things would be so easy if i were one.
It's useless. I'm flooded by all the thoughts every time i have time to pause.. which is often enough. I'm beginning to dread the 2 week break after paeds. Just me n my thoughts - bad combination.. the emptiness is searing.
Starting paediatrics on mon. I know time will zoom past. I hope it does.
Me
84. lives in a place unheard of and drivers avoid. nel is the best addition to my life. loves school. loves food. hates upgrading.
Duh
no more exams. this is what life should be like, except for this thing called a call.
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