Saturday, October 23, 2004

Had intended to study in the library today but in the end I stayed at home anyway. I'm getting more and more ill disciplined at home compared to the past.. especially since the com is literally an arm's length away from the table. I'm juz overwhelmed.. yeah and also the impending ca. But not that frantic over ca now.. haha ca is juz another ca loh. a lot to study but wads new.

My o level tuition kid's taking his exams soon and i'll be left with the j1 one. Not that i mind having 1 less kid to handle.. tuition is such a chore. Right now I only have 2 kids, can't imagine those who have more.. how they muz loathe giving tuition. Prolly won't take anymore for the moment unless the pay is good =p dun anyone come and tell me he enjoys giving tuition.. i won't buy that.

There will always be things that I want to do and say but I won't. I have to curb it. And it depends on the people. guess I'm juz lidat.. i get affected by some things but most of the time i downplay them.. try to look on the better side heh or ignore. also it's better to reign in and shuddup than say something wrong rite? wadever it is.. whether i agree or not.. it's not up to me anyway.

Yesterday's patho notes we photocopied din follow the slides. Wad is wrong with the patho dept.. I feel marginalised. If the other depts can provide decent notes why can't they. At least do away with the projector slides and give us ppt slides to download or something. screw them.. seriously.

And Maia's out. Arghz.. I had thought that she, sly and olinda would be the last 3 remaining but looks like it wasn't meant to be. Boooooo...